Had a great birthday.

I had an amazing 16th birthday. I really did. And I didn't let things bother me when they could have. Not counting for like two hours last night.
See, the thing is, it doesn't hurt so bad all the time. It comes in segments. Like randomly, it will hurt. Like hell. I guess... well, I don't guess anything. LOL no I actually guess everything which I shouldn't.
What a jerk, though, seriously. Sob story or not. We all have a sob story. Well let me tell you what I've learned: that's no excuse. And at first you may find that unfair. But then you learn by yourself that it's no excuse, because it's not.
Of course, I'll empathize with ya! hahahahaha
Ha, in the past week alone 3 different people cried to me.
3. different. people.
And I mended a friendship for two people.
And I stayed up till 3 listening to a friend talk.
I've been called Superwoman. A hero. The female knight in shining armor, riding in to save the day. And yet God just gives me more strength every day, I don't even understand it, I'm amazed. It just keeps getting harder, these situations, but it's weird, because while they just keep getting harder, God keeps making me stronger, and... weird enough... in a way... in a weird way I'm more... like kind of happy. Kind of.
I feel weird saying that i'm getting happier as a person through all of this.
But it's opening my eyes. I get happy so easily.
Seriously, my gosh, I'll be bawling my eyes out.
But then just take me outside and I'll look at the sky and all of a sudden I'm dancing around, singing and I'm cheering everyone up. It's just something I do. I cheer people up, I empathize, ahh, it's just something I do. Last night one of my friends told me I was the most caring person they've ever met in their whole entire life.
Like, what do I say to that? I agree, but I don't want to seem like I'm full of myself.
Which is ironic, because I'm very unselfish.
It aches a bit today. Yet like, I can't bring myself not to laugh and smile. And not to make others laugh and smile.
Thank God for resilience. Thank God for my strength