Wednesday, April 7, 2010

I feel awful.

I feel like death on a Wednesday morning. My head is bruised on the side because a dog tried to bite me, I'm exhausted, I'm hot, my stomach hurts, I'm thirsty, and I just plain feel like crap. Not a good day to have gym, right? Well, too bad, because I have gym. I just want to go home and have something really cold to drink. And I don't want to be tired anymore, because I want to have the energy to do the things I want to do. So I have to go for blood tests. I probably don't even have anything wrong with me, my body itself probably just sucks at life. That or I have a fatal disease and only have two more months left in me. I'm never eating again. Every time I eat I get a stomachache. Oh, and I used to rarely get headaches, but now I'm getting these short little headaches ever day or two. They're not severe, and I'm very thankful that they don't hurt that much, but it's weird, because I used to practically never get them. And I'm either too hot or too cold, barely ever comfortable. I wish that some doctor could just like magically make me feel good and healthy and strong and energized. I can't believe I'm wasting my time writing about how absolutely crap I feel, but I can't ignore it, it just sucks so much. I have to go to the bathroom now too because I didn't have time to go before school this morning. I woke up at 7 and came to school looking like a mess, but I can hardly find the energy to care. I could have come to school in pajamas and still felt the same way I do now. I have so much work to make up. I feel so overwhelmed and stressed. If there's nothing wrong with me right now, I'll give myself a stomach ulcer just from all the stress I'm under. Ugh. UGHHHH.

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