He said yes.
WHAT KIND OF WORLD DO I LIVE IN.
That's NOT what is supposed to happen.
He was supposed to say no. I've had that before. I know how to deal with that. I don't know how to deal with yes. I don't know if I really like him, do I? I don't know. This is the first person I would be taking any interest in since the jackass, and it's just weird.
He was supposed to say no.
Because that would have been the least painful way to go about it, but now that he said yes we'll just have to extend the pain a bit more and I'll be more let down when he ends up hating me.
I obviously have unresolved issues, lol, I'm completely aware.
I'm terrible to myself.
I expect failure here because success in foreign to me.
He just wasn't supposed to say yes. The law of my universe has been broken.
Well, actually, just bent. Because this is still gonna end up bad.
Do you see how awful I am to myself?
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