Last night was great. :)

Last night I went out to ice cream with a few friends after youth group. It was really a lot of fun. Me, Renee, Jasmine, Paul, JP, and a boy named Zack were there. I usually don't quite enjoy Zack, but he wasn't so bad last night. JP's nice. Renee and Jasmine are two of my best friends, and Paul is hilarious. So it was a good time. :) Even though I did get some bad news.
The news wasn't too bad. I mean, okay, it's not what anybody would want to hear, definitely not, however it's not something that needs to tear me apart.
I've never been good at people leaving me. I myself have kind of an issue about being afraid that people are going to leave me or stop talking to me or just give up on me or desert me and forget about me.
I was recently told from someone that they weren't going to leave me. But I mean, aren't they? I don't know.
I guess instead of thinking about it, I'll just enjoy my time with them, and I'll hope it will last. They did promise, anyway. And I think that in this case I can trust them.
The people in my school annoy me to pieces sometimes. I wonder what goes through people's heads these days. Some people probably just think about clothes and their next boyfriend and the material things they want and all that crap that doesn't even matter. Personally, bahh. I'd rather do something with my life, take a risk, go on an adventure. This summer is going to change things in my life so much... I can feel it. It's kind of scary. I just have this extremely strong hunch that things are really going to change in some kind of way...
I wonder what it's like to fall in love with someone else. Like, you know, fall in love together. I wonder what that's like, how it feels. It must be pretty amazing. It really must be.
Tonight I'm having Renee sleep over.
We're going to eat our feelings together.
It's going to be great.
:)
Well, ciao for now, I guess!